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As Taylor
Swift sings “Oh Darling, don’t you ever grow up, just stay this little”, I’m
thinking about my life so far and what it’s ahead of me. In two days, I’m
leaving my family, my friends and everything I know for a dream. I knew it
would have been difficult, but knowing something and actually living it, it’s
not exactly the same thing. I know now that in less of 48 hours I won’t have my
parents on the other side of the door, ready to help me solving every little
problem I have. But how am I going to react when it will be real?
I’m growing up, let’s face it. And the process involves move into a different city, in a different Country. It was my decision and I know it’s what I’ve always wanted, but I also think that the “cold feet” are inevitable, before such a big change.
I’m growing up, let’s face it. And the process involves move into a different city, in a different Country. It was my decision and I know it’s what I’ve always wanted, but I also think that the “cold feet” are inevitable, before such a big change.
These last
five years in college have changed me, or even better, they made me who I
really was and made me realize what I really wanted. The people I’ve met, the
things I’ve seen, they all took me here. I don’t believe in destiny, I think “destiny”
is what you make of things. I believe that everything that happens in your life
can influence it in the way you want them to. And I don’t regret anything,
every decision I’ve ever made helped me in a way or another. Even the bad ones.
I strongly think that “the reason” we are looking for behind this or that event
is what we decided it to be. If we take things in the wrong way, they will always
be a negative influence in our lives. We have to make the best of everything.
We have to make the best of our lives.
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My last
thought goes to Rome. I hated it, I loved it, I probably never truly
appreciated it. I’ve always felt like there was not enough space for me here.
Weird, being Rome such a big city. But I don’t like the mentality of people who
live here, the way they keep on complaining and don’t do anything to change
things. It’s like I was born in the wrong place, and I think more than one person
can relate to that.
My next
post will be uploaded from Rochester, Kent. That makes me a little be anxious,
but also very excited. I’m a mixture of feelings right now and I’m happy about
that. I like the fact that I’m doing something different with my life,
something that I want even if it scares me so much.
